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Remembering

To wake up every day with out your precious child is one of (if not the absolute most) the most painful things that a person can ever experience. To wake up every day and have faith that God is still there in the midst of the hurt, the pain, the grief and the ache takes… Continue reading Remembering

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Our Story

Today, I am the guest post over at Stillborn and Still Breathing. My husband, Patrick, and I met on August 22nd, 2010.  We both quickly realized that this was different than any other relationship that had come before.  We fell in love fast and were engaged in April of 2011.  We got married on the… Continue reading Our Story

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In Flames

  Thursday night as I watched my husband light fireworks, sparks flying in different directions and colors I couldn't help but wonder what those fireworks looked like from Heaven.  I'm sure the view is pretty amazing.  I watched the smile on Patrick's face and my heart ached.  He would be such a good daddy.  Later… Continue reading In Flames

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Fear and Panic

This week has been so emotional and it's not over yet... Monday night I decided that I was going to go get a long overdue haircut and even add some highlights - I was feeling the need for a change. While at the salon, I discover that my stylist is about 7 months pregnant.  Awesome.… Continue reading Fear and Panic

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Everything on Earth

At the end of the day - everyday - this is what it comes down to.  I really wish that we would have been able to do everything in the world with you, Joshua.  We miss you more than mere words could ever express.  You will always be our son, our first born, our love.… Continue reading Everything on Earth

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A Letter to My Husband

Dear Patrick, I know this is not at all how we expected this year to be. We made plans. We dreamed. We prayed. We hoped. I am so very sorry that this is how it is.  I wanted nothing more than to see you holding your son on your very first Father's Day.  I know… Continue reading A Letter to My Husband

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How it Was Supposed to Be

    Yesterday I blogged over at Return to Zero - Missouri.     For most couples, seeing those two pink lines appear is a time of great joy.  You immediately start thinking of what the next 9 months has in store.  You pick out names.  You read books about what to expect.  You buy… Continue reading How it Was Supposed to Be