I found this post so overwhelmingly encouraging. After losing Josh last February and now going through this current pregnancy (currently 26 weeks) there are so many mixed emotions. I often find myself feeling guilty for feeling so much joy in the midst of the pain. Choosing joy doesn’t mean forgetting Josh. It just means I’m choosing to be joyful for the child currently growing in my belly. I’m choosing to focus on the good instead of continuing my tight grip on the pain and hurt that I can’t change. I will never “move on,” but I will move forward. I will never forget, but I will remember with a grateful heart. I will never stop missing him, but I will hold on to the hope of heaven. I will never stop loving him, but I will learn to open my heart to love him along side his sister and any other children we are blessed with.