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27 Week Bump

We did our hospital tour this past weekend.  Considering we delivered at 29 weeks last time around, we wanted to get a jump on it this time around.  I'm not gonna lie.  It wasn't easy.  Even though it is a completely different hospital, it still brought up a lot of the same feelings and emotions… Continue reading 27 Week Bump

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26 Week Bump

We got to see little miss Madeline again this week. She is weighing in at 1 pound, 15 ounces with a heart rate of 149. We got a very in depth look at her heart (via a fetal echo cardiogram), and everything looks great! Praise the Lord!  Since we aren't sure what happened to cause… Continue reading 26 Week Bump

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Encouraging

I found this post so overwhelmingly encouraging.  After losing Josh last February and now going through this current pregnancy (currently 26 weeks) there are so many mixed emotions.  I often find myself feeling guilty for feeling so much joy in the midst of the pain.  Choosing joy doesn't mean forgetting Josh.  It just means I'm… Continue reading Encouraging

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Shattered, but slowly gluing the pieces back together

This is where I am.  Shattered, but slowly gluing the pieces back together.  Scared out of my mind.  Trying my best to not let fear consume me and steal away the joy that I feel.  Nothing about this is easy.  Everyday is terrifying and I feel like I'm holding my breath just waiting.  Every doctor's… Continue reading Shattered, but slowly gluing the pieces back together