Our pregnancy had been going along so well and all it took was one week for it all to completely fall apart. I’m still in such a place of shock. Our due date is May 3rd. I feel like it’s just all so surreal that he’s not still safely tucked away in my tummy. I hate that I can’t feel his strong kicks and little movements anymore. One minute I feel fine, almost as if nothing happened (the doctor’s keep telling me it’s just still the shock of it all) the next minute I’m so angry I’m punching walls and throwing things, and then the next I’m crying so hard I can’t catch my breath. I hate the thought that anyone else has ever gone through this same pain, and yet there is such a great comfort knowing that we’re not alone. I keep searching for an explanation.